I attended a beautiful meditation retreat last weekend, during
which I felt grounded in Spirit. Returning to the "real world"
this week has allowed many opportunities for me to get pulled back into ego.
I've watched myself get hooked by events, people, and mostly by my inner
dialogue about what is going on. It is the inner dialogue that causes me
to get hooked.
Young children do not yet have an inner dialogue. An event happens (John takes their shovel)
and they feel the emotion but they let it pass through them without attaching
meaning ("people always take my shovels," "what is wrong with me that I can't ever
hold onto a shovel"...) and they go back to the moment with joy. Young
children are experts at practicing the path of non-resistance (which I described
in my last blog) and the path of unconditional happiness (2 blog posts ago).
Jesus said that “Unless you become like little children you will
not enter the Kingdom of Heaven.”
Do I really need to attach meaning to situations? Would I
deal more effectively with what is right in front of me if I wasn't stuck
attaching meaning to the present based on what I have experienced in the past?
At each moment I have a choice as to what I put my awareness
on. I can choose to be aware of what the
ego is saying or I can be aware that I am much more than what the ego is
saying. I can choose to not attach to
events, to let them go, and allow that which God intended me to be to show up
as me.
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