"The
only thing that blocks the energy of Life flowing is
human struggle. Life is way beyond the human. Because it
is so present and so strong, if you would just pause
and look at it, think about it, let it manifest itself, you'd
begin to feel the Presence of this generating energy.
Just turn to it, acknowledge its Presence, acknowledge that
it fills all space and cannot be denied." Quote from Michele Longo-O'Donnell
This is the same idea as the messages that I have been talking about from Adyashanti and Michael: let go of struggle and open to the energy of life no matter what is happening in your life.
This week I had some feelings of worry about someone that I care about. I sat with the feelings and relaxed into them. This took me deeper into some pain (Michael would say that this was pain associated with a samskara or blocked energy from the past) which I felt and moved through. However, some worry and a little heaviness remained. Despite my best efforts I wasn't able to open up and let these feelings go. After a little contemplation I realized that this path (or technique) isn't about making the feelings go away as much as it is about transcending the feelings and thoughts of the psyche. I then did the following: chose to accept where I was at emotionally (i.e., let go of the struggle), took a breath and relaxed the areas of my body where I was tense, and then I asked myself "Can I be happy even if these feelings are here?" "Can I choose to open my heart to life even if everything doesn't feel just right?" Once I chose to stop trying to make the negative feelings go away and opened myself to a higher experience I felt my mood lighten up and I started to feel more energy.
The energy of life is always present within us.
I am seeing more and more clearly how my struggles with life keep me from experiencing this energy. It isn't about fixing the situations or the people in my life, including myself. It is about choosing to let the energy of life flow inside of me.
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