Take a look at the first couple of pages of Chapter 13: far, far beyond. Michael talks about how we break the world down into little thought patterns so that we can have some semblance of control….to make the unknown known. We love it when people are predictable, when we are “right,” when things go as expected…
We don’t even realize that we are doing it, yet, it is part of the job that we have given our minds – to make everything okay all of the time so we can feel good on the inside. But then we have to make everything in this huge, complicated, unpredictable world fit into our little model of how we think things should be. This just doesn’t work so we experience stress, depression, fatigue…
“If you want to go beyond your model you have to take the risk of not believing in it.” (T.U.S., p. 120)
If I didn’t have a model through which I filter every experience, I would experience each moment as it is showing up, not as I would like it to be. It would be much easier to be present in the now and my experience in the moment would be richer, more fulfilling. There would be less judgment.
Why trust my model when I know that it is just built on past experiences…there is no inherent wisdom in it. What if I trusted God, the Universe, Love, Nature (whatever you want to call your Higher Power) more than I trusted my model? Hummmmm... that sure would make sense since I am not Omnipotent, Omniscient, and Omnipresent, yet God is.
Today I will practice recognizing when I am using my model to see the world and letting that go so that I can begin to see through the eyes of Spirit.
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